Long Time

He Walked down the path in his blue robe.
A big smile on his face.
'The music every young adult wants to hear.
I watched him walk, he looked so happy and proud.
I was proud for him too.
Unfortunately he was leaving and I was staying put.
I don't want him to leave, I don't want us to grow apart.
He's everything I've ever wanted and more.
Today is the last day I would get to spend time with him.
Lots of people don't think we will stay together.
But I want to prove them wrong.
If they could feel how I feel when I"m with him
and how he's the only person who's ever made me feel
this way.
If they could just look past the age difference and look at us.
They'd understand....
But I know that won't happen.
That won't happen for a long time....

Wait

I watched the clock as it ticked by
slowly, painfully.
Fear and anxiety building up in my chest.
Did something happen?
Is he okay?
So many things run through my mind.
What if he passed out, like he did last time?
All I can see is him falling to the ground.....
lying on the floor, hopeless, and no one to care for him.
My eyes bulge, my heart accelerates.
I hope that I am not right.
But something in my gut is telling me
I am right.
Something scary and terrible takes over my mind.
What if? What if? Is all I can think of
But all I can do is wait.....
Wait for that one, hopeful, reassuring call.....

fear

When you have love, you also have fear, the fear of losing him or him going to college when your in highschool. But no matter how much you love eachother, fear shouldn't stop anything. Let the fire within your soul ignite!




Our lives can be fearful and we don't want to move on to find greater things in our life, But we need not to be scared. We need to be confident and pull through to get something better than what we already have.

Our Love

I could feel the heat from our hands as they were intertangled.
I could hear his heart beating, slowly, calmly
He whispers softly in my ear"I Love you."
These words are music to my ears.
I lift my head from his chest and look deep in his eyes.
I whisper back "I love you too."
He looks at me like I'm the only girl on the planet.
Our lips touch softly and passionately, and we just keep kissing.
I can tell he wants to go further but somethings holding him back.
I am feeling that this is the best feeling I've ever had.
I feel as if no one is around us and that I can fly.
They say that Love can find us in many different ways no matte how young or old and I believe our love is special, I believe our love will last no matter how far apart we are and I believe we will love each other forever.

MAE - Mistakes we new we were making

We made plans to be unbreakable. Love was all we knew. No insurance for the unthinkable. Blindly get us through. We've been searching for a lifetime, short as it may seem. Riding on the fumes that spark us, while igniting dreams.

Mistakes we knew we were making. Mistakes we knew we were making. Don't think about chances we're taking. Mistakes we knew....

Driving in the rain to the hospital. Quiet aches intense. What at once just seemed the impossible now makes perfect sense. We held hands to face the uncomfortable, cold and lonely room. Magazines and empty distractions barely got us through.

And when we tried to think of the life inside, we found ourselves looking at the world through new eyes.

What can now be said, oh little one, on the other side? "Dance until the band stop's playing." "Sing with all of your might." The list goes on and on...



think about what this song means, its about abortion, if we didn't have abortion we could stop so many babies from being killed and actually given the chance to live. when a child is aborted they don't get to decide for themselves, they decide if they live or they die, its the parents fault, unless its rape or something else. So you make a decision to kill a baby or let it have a life.

Fly Away

Fly Away
Fly away with me
touch my hand and we'll soar
hold me close, fly away
to the stars
Fly away with me
let your dreams light your path
through the night
Fly Away
to your heart