Long Time

He Walked down the path in his blue robe.
A big smile on his face.
'The music every young adult wants to hear.
I watched him walk, he looked so happy and proud.
I was proud for him too.
Unfortunately he was leaving and I was staying put.
I don't want him to leave, I don't want us to grow apart.
He's everything I've ever wanted and more.
Today is the last day I would get to spend time with him.
Lots of people don't think we will stay together.
But I want to prove them wrong.
If they could feel how I feel when I"m with him
and how he's the only person who's ever made me feel
this way.
If they could just look past the age difference and look at us.
They'd understand....
But I know that won't happen.
That won't happen for a long time....

Wait

I watched the clock as it ticked by
slowly, painfully.
Fear and anxiety building up in my chest.
Did something happen?
Is he okay?
So many things run through my mind.
What if he passed out, like he did last time?
All I can see is him falling to the ground.....
lying on the floor, hopeless, and no one to care for him.
My eyes bulge, my heart accelerates.
I hope that I am not right.
But something in my gut is telling me
I am right.
Something scary and terrible takes over my mind.
What if? What if? Is all I can think of
But all I can do is wait.....
Wait for that one, hopeful, reassuring call.....

fear

When you have love, you also have fear, the fear of losing him or him going to college when your in highschool. But no matter how much you love eachother, fear shouldn't stop anything. Let the fire within your soul ignite!




Our lives can be fearful and we don't want to move on to find greater things in our life, But we need not to be scared. We need to be confident and pull through to get something better than what we already have.

Our Love

I could feel the heat from our hands as they were intertangled.
I could hear his heart beating, slowly, calmly
He whispers softly in my ear"I Love you."
These words are music to my ears.
I lift my head from his chest and look deep in his eyes.
I whisper back "I love you too."
He looks at me like I'm the only girl on the planet.
Our lips touch softly and passionately, and we just keep kissing.
I can tell he wants to go further but somethings holding him back.
I am feeling that this is the best feeling I've ever had.
I feel as if no one is around us and that I can fly.
They say that Love can find us in many different ways no matte how young or old and I believe our love is special, I believe our love will last no matter how far apart we are and I believe we will love each other forever.